Depth of His Love
Soulbalm
Bolingbrook, Illinois | Kobieta Szukam Mężczyzna
Podstawowe Informacje
Znam Następujące Języki Obce
angielski, hiszpański
Widzę siebie jako osobę
I am inspired by beauty in everything and in everyone around me. I am not a simple flower, but with each layer comes a gift and a surprise that will strengthen, challenge, and encourage the lives of those who risk opening up to me.
Znak
Bliźnięta
Wygląd & Sytuacja
Mój typ budowy
Przeciętny
Mój wzrost
5' 7 (170 cm)
Moje Oczy Są
Brązowy
Moje pochodzenie
afroamerykańskie
Mój Stan Cywilny to
Rozwiedziony
Mam Dzieci
Tak - W Domu
Chcę Mieć Dzieci
Nie
Moje Najlepsze Zalety To
Klatka Piersiowa
Budowa Ciała
Inny
Moje Włosy Są
Ciemny Brąz
Mam Jedną Lub Więcej Z Tych Rzeczy
Nie mam zwierząt domowych
Jestem Skłonny Do Przeprowadzki
Tak
Status
Mój Poziom Edukacji To
Dyplom Ukończenia Studiów Wyższych
Mój Aktualny Stan Zatrudnienia To
Pełen Etat
Moja Specjalność To
Edukacja/Szkolnictwo Wyższe
Mój Tytuł Zawodowy To
Professional Development Coordinator
Mieszkam
Z Dziećmi
W Domu
Czasami Bywa Głośno
Jestem Palaczem
Nie
Piję Alkohol
Tak - Jeden Lub Dwa
Osobowość
W Liceum Byłem Uważany Za
Kujon
Moje Zachowanie Społeczne Jest
Żartowniś, Flirciarz, Obserwujący, Otwarty, Zdystansowany, Nieśmiały, Dziwna
Moje Zainteresowania I Hobby To
Rodzina, Wędkarstwo/Łowiectwo, Internet, Gry, Uczenie Się, Muzyka, Gra w Karty, Czytanie, Religia/Duchowość, Teatr, Podróże, Wolontariat
Mój Pomysł Na Dobrze Spędzony Czas To
Spędzanie Czasu z Przyjaciółmi, Zakupy, Pójście Na Koncert, Wyjście Do Muzeum, Zabawa w Przebieranki, Granie w Gry Komputerowe, Czytanie Książki, Relaks, Spanie, Przebywanie w Domu, Filmy, Próbowanie Nowych Rzeczy, TV
Idealna Pierwsza Randka To
Meet at a cafe, then decide whether to do lunch or dinner based on that meeting
Zawsze Chciałem Spróbować
EVERYTHING
Moi Znajomi Opisują Mnie Jako Osobę
Przyjacielski, Ktoś Kim Chcieliby Być, Wyluzowany, Zabawny
Poglądy
Moja Denominacja To
Inny
Uczęszczam w Nabożeństwach
Raz w Tygodniu
Mój Cel Życiowy To
To complete the full mission for which My Father sent me into the world. To leave this world empty and with a smile on my face.
Mój Rodzaj Humoru To
Mądry, Przyjacielski, Zabawny, Slapstic, Chłop Ze Wsi
Gust, Smak
W Telewizji Zawsze Oglądam
Dokumentalne, Instruktażowe, Filmy
Jak Idę Do Kina, To z Reguły Oglądam
Akcji, Fantastyka, Komediowe, Dramatyczne, Dokumentalne, Rodzina, Thrillery
Kiedy Słucham Muzyki, Zawsze Słucham
Blues, Klasyczna, Muzyka Country, Gospel, Jazz, Latynoska, Reagge, Rock, Soul
Gdy Czytam Zawsze Sięgam Po
Starożytne, Antologiczne, Autobiograficzne, Biograficzne, Klasyczne, Erotyka, Fantastyczne, Fikcyjne, Zdrowotne, Historyczne, Dom & Ogród, Poczucie Humoru, Instruktażowe, Tajemnicze, Natura, Wiadomości, Poezja, Polityczne, Religijne, Naukowe, Fantastyka, Jestem Autorem Książek
Mój Pomysł Na Rozrywkę To
Traveling and exploring, learning, talking, walking, cuddling, experiencing new things
Szukam
Co Jest Dla Ciebie Atrakcyjne?
Śmiałość, Empatia, Flirciarz, Atrakcyjny Wygląd, Poczucie Humoru, Inteligencja, Pieniądze, Wrażliwość, Spontaniczność, Troskliwość, Dowcipny
Czego Szukasz?
Nothing. When it comes, I will recognize HIM. A person has to be willing and able to take HUGE risks emotionally. I crave intimacy and being ONE in a healthy, but unique kind of way. I need someone who is confident, but not controlling. I need structure, but not a cage. I need adoration, but not pacification. I need an intellectual, but not a know-it-all. I need laughter, but not mockery or ridicule. I need Patience, and not tolerance. I need long-suffering, but not weakness.
LAUGH ANYWAY by Soulbalm
Shell too snug so I finally ventured out
See the world, find adventure and fortune
Left the shell in sand buried
Like the stories of a distant past
Or the remnants of an ancient civilization
For someone who had archaeological dreams
To happen upon and ponder the former me
Meanwhile I spread my soul in thin sheets
And held them to the breeze
The moody winds tossed them to and fro
And experience and fresh air led to the
The me I now Know
Somehow that left me unfulfilled
As knowing myself planted seeds
And I needed those young buds to yet grow
And my progeny clarified the need
For my healing and need to continue to sow
If only someone could see me
If only I could learn to love someone
Someone being me
In all my forms and in the me I could see
In all of my progeny
In all of the souls I meet
And have that someone learn to love me back
And souls find love to spare to give freely
Alas, the courage that is required for that!
The insight and desire divided by a personal yearning
For revelation
To appear naked before someone and expect
Them not to run, but to strip down and bare all
In return
It's not a natural inclination, to reveal and seek revelation.
So I bask in the closest imitation, waiting, left wanting
For love's elevation
My pain I welcome
Rain drops of broken glass and rage
Snow flakes of frosty passion
I welcome
I smile inside at false-won pride and
Chuckle within at the irony of life
What formerly brought tears and confusion
Serve now to amplify and magnify love's illusion
Humans are barely a step above the other primates
When it comes to understanding and giving Love
We show concern--or rather speak of it
We act benevolently when believing a
Benefit exists
And take risks
For our own
But probably in part to avoid a future alone
Smart we are, so smart we're lost
Wanting vainly to build a kingdom
Before counting the cost
Expecting our needs to be as important to another
As they are to ourselves
When we don't prioritize for others
Humor in the darkness still brings forth light
And Love in spite of life dispels long, dire nights
The wisdom is the nerve to laugh anyway
When it hurts, when there's smoke and fire burns
Until most coveted hope fades away
Laugh
Because if you wait until that brighter moment
And blessed day
Maybe no one will ever get to share your mirth
Or hear your voice's tinkling itch before
You leave for home forevermore
Laugh
In the face of the critical moment defining your joy
In the devastation of your failure
In the aftermath of wrath and rage
Turn the page
And laugh anyway
Not with bitterness, malice, or sass
But in knowledge that "This Too Shall Pass"
LAUGH ANYWAY by Soulbalm
Shell too snug so I finally ventured out
See the world, find adventure and fortune
Left the shell in sand buried
Like the stories of a distant past
Or the remnants of an ancient civilization
For someone who had archaeological dreams
To happen upon and ponder the former me
Meanwhile I spread my soul in thin sheets
And held them to the breeze
The moody winds tossed them to and fro
And experience and fresh air led to the
The me I now Know
Somehow that left me unfulfilled
As knowing myself planted seeds
And I needed those young buds to yet grow
And my progeny clarified the need
For my healing and need to continue to sow
If only someone could see me
If only I could learn to love someone
Someone being me
In all my forms and in the me I could see
In all of my progeny
In all of the souls I meet
And have that someone learn to love me back
And souls find love to spare to give freely
Alas, the courage that is required for that!
The insight and desire divided by a personal yearning
For revelation
To appear naked before someone and expect
Them not to run, but to strip down and bare all
In return
It's not a natural inclination, to reveal and seek revelation.
So I bask in the closest imitation, waiting, left wanting
For love's elevation
My pain I welcome
Rain drops of broken glass and rage
Snow flakes of frosty passion
I welcome
I smile inside at false-won pride and
Chuckle within at the irony of life
What formerly brought tears and confusion
Serve now to amplify and magnify love's illusion
Humans are barely a step above the other primates
When it comes to understanding and giving Love
We show concern--or rather speak of it
We act benevolently when believing a
Benefit exists
And take risks
For our own
But probably in part to avoid a future alone
Smart we are, so smart we're lost
Wanting vainly to build a kingdom
Before counting the cost
Expecting our needs to be as important to another
As they are to ourselves
When we don't prioritize for others
Humor in the darkness still brings forth light
And Love in spite of life dispels long, dire nights
The wisdom is the nerve to laugh anyway
When it hurts, when there's smoke and fire burns
Until most coveted hope fades away
Laugh
Because if you wait until that brighter moment
And blessed day
Maybe no one will ever get to share your mirth
Or hear your voice's tinkling itch before
You leave for home forevermore
Laugh
In the face of the critical moment defining your joy
In the devastation of your failure
In the aftermath of wrath and rage
Turn the page
And laugh anyway
Not with bitterness, malice, or sass
But in knowledge that "This Too Shall Pass"
Jakiego Szukasz Związku?
Oddany