Depth of His Love
Soulbalm
Bolingbrook, Illinois | Žena Hledám A Muž
Obecné
Hovořím
Angličtina, Španělština
Sebe bych popsal(a) jako
I am inspired by beauty in everything and in everyone around me. I am not a simple flower, but with each layer comes a gift and a surprise that will strengthen, challenge, and encourage the lives of those who risk opening up to me.
Přihlásit
Blíženci
Vzhled a situace
Má postava je
Normální
Má výška je
1,7 m
Barva mých očí
Hnědá
Můj původ je
Afroameričan/ka
Můj rodinný stav je
Rozveden/a
Mám děti
Ano - žijí se mnou doma
Chci děti
Ne
Mou nejlepší částí je
Hrudník
Body Art
Jiné
Barva mých vlasů
Tmavě hnědá
Mám jedno nebo více z uvedených
Žádní domácí mazlíčci
Ochotný/ochotná se přestěhovat
Ano
Stav
Má úroveň vzdělání je
Vysokoškolské vzdělání
Můj současný stav zaměstnání je
Na plný úvazek
Mé zaměření je
Vzdělání / Humanitní
Název mého zaměstnání je
Professional Development Coordinator
Žiji
S dětmi
Doma
Někdy je to tu trochu blázinec
Jsem kuřák
Ne
Piji
Ano - jedno nebo dvě
Osobnost
Na střední škole jsem byl/a
Chytrák
Mé společenské chování je
Komické, Flirtující, Opatrné, Otevřené, Rezervované, Plaché, Zvláštní
Mé zájmy a koníčky jsou
Rodina, Rybaření, Internet, Hry, Vzdělávání, Hudba, Hraní karet, Rodina, Náboženství / spiritualita, Divadlo, Cestování, Dobrovolnictví
Má představa skvěle stráveného času je
Potloukat se s přáteli, Jít nakupovat, Jít na koncert, Jít do muzea, Převlékat si šaty, Hraní video her, Čtení knihy, Relax, Spát, Zůstat doma, Filmy, Vyzkoušet nové věci, TV
Ideální první rande by bylo
Meet at a cafe, then decide whether to do lunch or dinner based on that meeting
Vždy jsem chtěl/a vyzkoušet
EVERYTHING
Moji přátelé mě popisují jako
Přátelská osoba, Někdo, kým by chtěli být, V pohodě, Potrhlý
Názory
Má denominace je
Jiné
Navštěvuji bohoslužby
Jednou týdně
Můj životní cíl je
To complete the full mission for which My Father sent me into the world. To leave this world empty and with a smile on my face.
Můj smysl humoru je
Chytrý, Přátelská osoba, Potrhlý, Groteskní, Prostopášná osoba
Chuť
V TV vždy sleduji
Dokumenty, Instruktážní, Filmy
Když se dívám na filmy, vždy sleduji
Akční, Science fiction, Komedie, Drama, Dokumentární, Rodina, Thriller
Když poslouchám hudbu, pak vždy poslouchám
Blues, Klasické, Country, Gospel, Jazz, Latin, Reggae, Rock, Soul
Když čtu, tak nejraději čtu
Historické, Antologie, Autobiografie, Biografie, Klasické, Erotické, Fantasy, Fikce, Zdravotní, Historie, Domov a zahrada, Humor, Instruktážní, Mysteriózní, O přírodě, Zprávy, Poezie, Politické, Náboženské, Vědecké, Science fiction, Jsem autor(ka)
Má představa zábavy je
Traveling and exploring, learning, talking, walking, cuddling, experiencing new things
Hledám
Co považuješ za atraktivní?
Troufalost, Empatii, Koketnost, Dobrý vzhled, Humor, Inteligenci, Peníze, Citlivost, Spontánnost, Ohleduplnost, Důvtip
Co hledáš?
Nothing. When it comes, I will recognize HIM. A person has to be willing and able to take HUGE risks emotionally. I crave intimacy and being ONE in a healthy, but unique kind of way. I need someone who is confident, but not controlling. I need structure, but not a cage. I need adoration, but not pacification. I need an intellectual, but not a know-it-all. I need laughter, but not mockery or ridicule. I need Patience, and not tolerance. I need long-suffering, but not weakness.
LAUGH ANYWAY by Soulbalm
Shell too snug so I finally ventured out
See the world, find adventure and fortune
Left the shell in sand buried
Like the stories of a distant past
Or the remnants of an ancient civilization
For someone who had archaeological dreams
To happen upon and ponder the former me
Meanwhile I spread my soul in thin sheets
And held them to the breeze
The moody winds tossed them to and fro
And experience and fresh air led to the
The me I now Know
Somehow that left me unfulfilled
As knowing myself planted seeds
And I needed those young buds to yet grow
And my progeny clarified the need
For my healing and need to continue to sow
If only someone could see me
If only I could learn to love someone
Someone being me
In all my forms and in the me I could see
In all of my progeny
In all of the souls I meet
And have that someone learn to love me back
And souls find love to spare to give freely
Alas, the courage that is required for that!
The insight and desire divided by a personal yearning
For revelation
To appear naked before someone and expect
Them not to run, but to strip down and bare all
In return
It's not a natural inclination, to reveal and seek revelation.
So I bask in the closest imitation, waiting, left wanting
For love's elevation
My pain I welcome
Rain drops of broken glass and rage
Snow flakes of frosty passion
I welcome
I smile inside at false-won pride and
Chuckle within at the irony of life
What formerly brought tears and confusion
Serve now to amplify and magnify love's illusion
Humans are barely a step above the other primates
When it comes to understanding and giving Love
We show concern--or rather speak of it
We act benevolently when believing a
Benefit exists
And take risks
For our own
But probably in part to avoid a future alone
Smart we are, so smart we're lost
Wanting vainly to build a kingdom
Before counting the cost
Expecting our needs to be as important to another
As they are to ourselves
When we don't prioritize for others
Humor in the darkness still brings forth light
And Love in spite of life dispels long, dire nights
The wisdom is the nerve to laugh anyway
When it hurts, when there's smoke and fire burns
Until most coveted hope fades away
Laugh
Because if you wait until that brighter moment
And blessed day
Maybe no one will ever get to share your mirth
Or hear your voice's tinkling itch before
You leave for home forevermore
Laugh
In the face of the critical moment defining your joy
In the devastation of your failure
In the aftermath of wrath and rage
Turn the page
And laugh anyway
Not with bitterness, malice, or sass
But in knowledge that "This Too Shall Pass"
LAUGH ANYWAY by Soulbalm
Shell too snug so I finally ventured out
See the world, find adventure and fortune
Left the shell in sand buried
Like the stories of a distant past
Or the remnants of an ancient civilization
For someone who had archaeological dreams
To happen upon and ponder the former me
Meanwhile I spread my soul in thin sheets
And held them to the breeze
The moody winds tossed them to and fro
And experience and fresh air led to the
The me I now Know
Somehow that left me unfulfilled
As knowing myself planted seeds
And I needed those young buds to yet grow
And my progeny clarified the need
For my healing and need to continue to sow
If only someone could see me
If only I could learn to love someone
Someone being me
In all my forms and in the me I could see
In all of my progeny
In all of the souls I meet
And have that someone learn to love me back
And souls find love to spare to give freely
Alas, the courage that is required for that!
The insight and desire divided by a personal yearning
For revelation
To appear naked before someone and expect
Them not to run, but to strip down and bare all
In return
It's not a natural inclination, to reveal and seek revelation.
So I bask in the closest imitation, waiting, left wanting
For love's elevation
My pain I welcome
Rain drops of broken glass and rage
Snow flakes of frosty passion
I welcome
I smile inside at false-won pride and
Chuckle within at the irony of life
What formerly brought tears and confusion
Serve now to amplify and magnify love's illusion
Humans are barely a step above the other primates
When it comes to understanding and giving Love
We show concern--or rather speak of it
We act benevolently when believing a
Benefit exists
And take risks
For our own
But probably in part to avoid a future alone
Smart we are, so smart we're lost
Wanting vainly to build a kingdom
Before counting the cost
Expecting our needs to be as important to another
As they are to ourselves
When we don't prioritize for others
Humor in the darkness still brings forth light
And Love in spite of life dispels long, dire nights
The wisdom is the nerve to laugh anyway
When it hurts, when there's smoke and fire burns
Until most coveted hope fades away
Laugh
Because if you wait until that brighter moment
And blessed day
Maybe no one will ever get to share your mirth
Or hear your voice's tinkling itch before
You leave for home forevermore
Laugh
In the face of the critical moment defining your joy
In the devastation of your failure
In the aftermath of wrath and rage
Turn the page
And laugh anyway
Not with bitterness, malice, or sass
But in knowledge that "This Too Shall Pass"
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