Depth of His Love
Soulbalm
Bolingbrook, Illinois | Vrouw Op zoek naar een Man
Algemene Informatie
Ik spreek:
Engels, Spaans
Ik beschrijf mezelf als:
I am inspired by beauty in everything and in everyone around me. I am not a simple flower, but with each layer comes a gift and a surprise that will strengthen, challenge, and encourage the lives of those who risk opening up to me.
Sterrenbeeld
Tweelingen
Uiterlijk & Situatie
Mijn Lichaamstype Is
Gemiddeld
Mijn Lengte Is
5' 7 (1.7 m)
Mijn Ogen Zijn
Bruin
Mijn Ethniciteit Is
Afro-Amerikaans
Mijn Burgerlijke Staat Is
Gescheiden
Ik Heb Kinderen
Ja - Bij Mij Thuis
Ik Wil Kinderen
Nee
Mijn Beste Eigenschap Is
Borst
Body Art
Iets Anders
Mijn Haar Is
Donkerbruinharig
Ik heb één of meer van deze
Geen huisdieren
Ben je bereid te verhuizen?
Ja
Status
Mijn Opleidingsniveau Is
Bachelor
Mijn Huidige Werkstatus Is
Voltijd
Mijn specialisatie is
Bouw / Ambacht
Mijn functie is:
Professional Development Coordinator
Ik Woon
Met kind(eren)
Bij mij thuis
Loopt het soms uit de hand
Ik Ben Een Roker
Nee
Ik Drink
Ja - Een Of Twee
Persoonlijkheid
Op de middelbare school was ik
Intelligent
In sociale situaties ben ik
Grappig, Flirterig, Opmerkzaam, Gezellig, Gereserveerd, Verlegen, Raar
Mijn Interesses En Hobbies Zijn
Gezin, Vissen / Jagen, Internet, Spellen, Nieuwe Dingen Leren, Muziek, Kaarten spelen, Lezen, Religie / Spiritualiteit, Theater, Reizen, Vrijwilligerswerk
Mijn idee van een leuke tijd is
Met Vrienden zijn, Winkelen, Naar een concert gaan, Naar een museum gaan, Me verkleden, Videospellen spelen, Een boek lezen, Relaxen, Slapen, Thuis blijven, Films, Ik probeer graag nieuwe dingen, Tv
Een perfecte eerste date is
Meet at a cafe, then decide whether to do lunch or dinner based on that meeting
Wat ik altijd al eens heb willen proberen:
EVERYTHING
Mijn vrienden beschrijven me als
Vriendelijk, Iemand die ze willen zijn, Cool, Gek
Meningen
Mijn geloofsovertuiging is
Iets Anders
Ik Ga Naar Diensten
Een keer per week
Mijn Doel In Het Leven Is
To complete the full mission for which My Father sent me into the world. To leave this world empty and with a smile on my face.
Mijn Gevoel Voor Humor Is
Slim, Vriendelijk, Gek, Slapstick, Ranzig
Smaak
Op tv kijk ik:
Documentaires, Educatief, Films
In de bioscoop kijk ik:
Actie, Science Fiction, Komedie, Drama, Documentair, Gezin, Thriller
Als ik naar muziek luister, luister ik altijd naar
Blues, Klassiek, Country, Gospel, Jazz, Latin, Reggae, Rock, Soul
Ik lees graag
Mythologie, Anthologie, Autobiografie, Biografie, Klassiek , Erotica, Fantasy, Fictie, Gezondheid, Geschiedenis, Huis & Tuin, Humor, Educatief, Mysterie, Natuur, Nieuws, Poëzie, Politiek, Religieus, Natuurwetenschap, Science Fiction, Ik ben een schrijver
Mijn Idee Van Plezier is
Traveling and exploring, learning, talking, walking, cuddling, experiencing new things
Zoekt
Wat vind je aantrekkelijk?
Moed, Empathie, Flirterig, Goed Uiterlijk, Humor, Intelligentie, Geld, Gevoeligheid, Spontaniteit, Bedachtzaamheid, Gevatheid
Wat zoek je?
Nothing. When it comes, I will recognize HIM. A person has to be willing and able to take HUGE risks emotionally. I crave intimacy and being ONE in a healthy, but unique kind of way. I need someone who is confident, but not controlling. I need structure, but not a cage. I need adoration, but not pacification. I need an intellectual, but not a know-it-all. I need laughter, but not mockery or ridicule. I need Patience, and not tolerance. I need long-suffering, but not weakness.
LAUGH ANYWAY by Soulbalm
Shell too snug so I finally ventured out
See the world, find adventure and fortune
Left the shell in sand buried
Like the stories of a distant past
Or the remnants of an ancient civilization
For someone who had archaeological dreams
To happen upon and ponder the former me
Meanwhile I spread my soul in thin sheets
And held them to the breeze
The moody winds tossed them to and fro
And experience and fresh air led to the
The me I now Know
Somehow that left me unfulfilled
As knowing myself planted seeds
And I needed those young buds to yet grow
And my progeny clarified the need
For my healing and need to continue to sow
If only someone could see me
If only I could learn to love someone
Someone being me
In all my forms and in the me I could see
In all of my progeny
In all of the souls I meet
And have that someone learn to love me back
And souls find love to spare to give freely
Alas, the courage that is required for that!
The insight and desire divided by a personal yearning
For revelation
To appear naked before someone and expect
Them not to run, but to strip down and bare all
In return
It's not a natural inclination, to reveal and seek revelation.
So I bask in the closest imitation, waiting, left wanting
For love's elevation
My pain I welcome
Rain drops of broken glass and rage
Snow flakes of frosty passion
I welcome
I smile inside at false-won pride and
Chuckle within at the irony of life
What formerly brought tears and confusion
Serve now to amplify and magnify love's illusion
Humans are barely a step above the other primates
When it comes to understanding and giving Love
We show concern--or rather speak of it
We act benevolently when believing a
Benefit exists
And take risks
For our own
But probably in part to avoid a future alone
Smart we are, so smart we're lost
Wanting vainly to build a kingdom
Before counting the cost
Expecting our needs to be as important to another
As they are to ourselves
When we don't prioritize for others
Humor in the darkness still brings forth light
And Love in spite of life dispels long, dire nights
The wisdom is the nerve to laugh anyway
When it hurts, when there's smoke and fire burns
Until most coveted hope fades away
Laugh
Because if you wait until that brighter moment
And blessed day
Maybe no one will ever get to share your mirth
Or hear your voice's tinkling itch before
You leave for home forevermore
Laugh
In the face of the critical moment defining your joy
In the devastation of your failure
In the aftermath of wrath and rage
Turn the page
And laugh anyway
Not with bitterness, malice, or sass
But in knowledge that "This Too Shall Pass"
LAUGH ANYWAY by Soulbalm
Shell too snug so I finally ventured out
See the world, find adventure and fortune
Left the shell in sand buried
Like the stories of a distant past
Or the remnants of an ancient civilization
For someone who had archaeological dreams
To happen upon and ponder the former me
Meanwhile I spread my soul in thin sheets
And held them to the breeze
The moody winds tossed them to and fro
And experience and fresh air led to the
The me I now Know
Somehow that left me unfulfilled
As knowing myself planted seeds
And I needed those young buds to yet grow
And my progeny clarified the need
For my healing and need to continue to sow
If only someone could see me
If only I could learn to love someone
Someone being me
In all my forms and in the me I could see
In all of my progeny
In all of the souls I meet
And have that someone learn to love me back
And souls find love to spare to give freely
Alas, the courage that is required for that!
The insight and desire divided by a personal yearning
For revelation
To appear naked before someone and expect
Them not to run, but to strip down and bare all
In return
It's not a natural inclination, to reveal and seek revelation.
So I bask in the closest imitation, waiting, left wanting
For love's elevation
My pain I welcome
Rain drops of broken glass and rage
Snow flakes of frosty passion
I welcome
I smile inside at false-won pride and
Chuckle within at the irony of life
What formerly brought tears and confusion
Serve now to amplify and magnify love's illusion
Humans are barely a step above the other primates
When it comes to understanding and giving Love
We show concern--or rather speak of it
We act benevolently when believing a
Benefit exists
And take risks
For our own
But probably in part to avoid a future alone
Smart we are, so smart we're lost
Wanting vainly to build a kingdom
Before counting the cost
Expecting our needs to be as important to another
As they are to ourselves
When we don't prioritize for others
Humor in the darkness still brings forth light
And Love in spite of life dispels long, dire nights
The wisdom is the nerve to laugh anyway
When it hurts, when there's smoke and fire burns
Until most coveted hope fades away
Laugh
Because if you wait until that brighter moment
And blessed day
Maybe no one will ever get to share your mirth
Or hear your voice's tinkling itch before
You leave for home forevermore
Laugh
In the face of the critical moment defining your joy
In the devastation of your failure
In the aftermath of wrath and rage
Turn the page
And laugh anyway
Not with bitterness, malice, or sass
But in knowledge that "This Too Shall Pass"
Waar ben je naar op zoek?
Vastigheid